Friday, 20 April 2012

Bryan Adams is awesome!!!!

I am one of those person who would say, i would love for your voice Bryan!!!!  ..i love the way he sings, i love his lyrics... i simply love i was listening to his collections..please forgive me ..all time favourite..i just love its lyrics.. which girl would'nt fall for this.. and i love his voice and the way he sings "please forgive me..i know not what to do"...simply awesome...

and here is the the lyrics .. for those who  havent heard and link for that song as well..

" Please Forgive Me "

xhStill feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss, it's gettin' better baby
No one can better this...
Still holdin' on, you're still the one.
First time our eyes met, same feelin' I get
Only feels much stronger, wanna love you longer
You still turn the fire on...

So if you're feelin' lonely ‒ don't
You're the only one I ever want.
I only wanna make it good
So if I love you a little more than I should...

Please forgive me ‒ I know not what I do.
Please forgive me ‒ I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through...
Please forgive me if I need you like I do.
Please believe me, every word I say is true...
Please forgive me I can't stop loving you

Still feels like our best times are together.
Feels like the first touch, still gettin' closer baby
Can't get close enough.
Still holdin' on, you're still number one.
I remember the smell of your skin,
I remember everything,
I remember all your moves I remember you, yeah!
I remember the nights, you know I still do.

So if you're feelin' lonely ‒ don't
You're the only one I ever want.
I only wanna make it good
So if I love you a little more than I should...

Please forgive me ‒ I know not what I do.
Please forgive me ‒ I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through.
Please forgive me if I need you like I do
Oh, believe me ‒ every word I say is true.
Please forgive me ‒ I can't stop loving you.

One thing I'm sure of is the way we make love.
And one thing I depend on is for us to stay strong.
With every word and every breath I'm prayin'
That's why I'm sayin'...

Please forgive me ‒ I know not what I do.
Please forgive me ‒ I can't stop lovin' you.
Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through.
Please forgive me if I need you like I do.
Babe, believe me ‒ every word I say is true.
Please forgive me if I can't stop loving you.
Never leave me ‒ I don't know what I'd do.
Please forgive me ‒ I can't stop loving you,
Can't stop loving you.

So if you're feelin' lonely don't
you're the only one I ever want
I only wanna make it good
so if I love ya a little more than I should
Please forgive me, I know not what I do...
...I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me this pain I'm going through...
...if I need ya like I do
Please believe me every word I say is true...
...our best times are together...
...touch, still gettin' closer baby
Can't get close enough...
Still holdin' on, still number one
I remember the smell of your skin...everything
...all your, yeah!
...the nights ya know I still do...
...One thing I'm sure of is the way we make love
And one thing I depend on is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm prayin'
That's why I'm sayin'...
...Never leave me I don't know what I'd do...

And here is the link to this song on youtube..

Wednesday, 18 April 2012

beautiful lyrics..

awesome lyrics.. i was just listening to one of Steven Curtis Chapmans songs..

{Meant To Be- Steven Curtis Chapman}

Long Before You Drew Your First Breath
A Dream Was Coming True
God Wanted to Give A Gift To The World
So He Wrapped It Up In You
Every Step That You’ve Taken
Every Move That You Make
Is Part Of His Plan
You Were Meant To Be Touching
The Lives That You Touch
And Meant To Be Here
Making This World So Much More
Than It Would Be Without You In It
You Were Meant to Be Bringing
The Gifts That You Bring
And Singing The Songs
You’ve Been Given To Sing
You Are Perfectly, Wonderfully,
Beautifully Meant To Be
You Were Meant To BE



Lying can never save us from another lie.
Vaclav Havel

Just came across this quote when browsing.. how true... lie is like a endless ocean.. u start once then you keep telling them to hide the first the second and so on an so forth.. a lie said for fun or for pupose or fr any reason.. there can be no lied.. lie is a lie.. its the naked truth that you hide with your flawless lies...lie in any form is a hurt... when said with conscience its you who lied the would be hurt first and then comes the person you said them to... when said just to save the situation its a guilt forever in your heart and a pain or hurt in the heart of the person you said them to..

have you people even been in a situation where in you grieve everytime you think about that day you lied... and think if only god stopped me from saying it.. if only god helped speak the truth i wouldnt be feeling guilty today... well god should have or could have.. but havent he given us our brains ,heart and conscience..hasnt he??? i for one stopped blaming him.. and just look for forgiveness for all that  lie i have said and the lies i said to cover up the primary lie ...

life might seeem to be so perfect with those lies.. you never know when those small lies said for not making your loved one feel bad or angry would haunt you ....those small lies might have been the reason for joy in your relationship.. do you imagine when they know all of that is just a lie, that is their joy was heart broken they become..they loose it... oh leave them you loose it in first place.. always keep in mind there is no justification for lie.. A LIE IS A LIE..theres nothing that is good and bad..

A lie can travel half way around the world while the truth is putting on its shoes.
Charles Spurgeon

very true... a truth can lie beneath covers for ages... but one day it would come back ...come back so hard that the house you built around it with lies would crumble down to pieces in its first step.. we lie and we think we can never get caught.. no way.. hell no!!! thers no way you cannot be caught... truth comes out ... always..if it doesnt atleast your conscience would eat you out till you say them out.. thats where i would ask God to help me.. help me not to give up on me not to fall for the schemes of satan and lie again.. help me to hold myself ... help me and guide me from now on atleast..

I do myself a greater injury in lying than I do him of whom I tell a lie.
Michel de Montaigne

i just started writing this post after that line i read.. but also that line did stand out for me because of the wound i carry from lying.. being honest.. i lied... im screaming out loud i was a liar... hold my hand and walk me through was my prayer to God.. he did.. now i realise the complete pain and reality of it...

Unless a man feels he has a good enough memory, he should never venture to lie.
Michel de Montaigne

.lie does no good me truth might be bitter and might be sweet to hide..but it atleast doesnt leave you a index cards to remember on the lies you have said.. it is horrible moments.. when you dont remember what was that damn lie you said....??its better to say truth and live without any care and tensions... for the truth will never hide for long..

A lie never lives to be old.

have a good day everyoone..!!!

- me

Tuesday, 17 April 2012

me,,and money....!!!!

how many of us keep saying i dont use phones soo much , i dont understand the point in spending thousands on that stupid gadget !!!!!!!!!!!well , i dont know about you people i am one one among those people.. not because i dont use my stupid phone but necause the latest sexy mobiles which have everything costs a big hole in my wallet.. what better way to say it than saying the mobiles not worth that money.. no but im getting one.. thats my next target.. for a gal like me who had just started her career and balancing between work, family, education and relationship, savings is important because i want to eat and live out of my own money...some call this attitude some call this character..
 its not that i would not love to live,spend and enjoy my boyfriends, brothers or parents money..but its just that i have realised that its enuough now ,as i have spent a lot already and its time to feel what its like to spend your own money.. its a great feeling.....really!!but when even before its middle of the month you check your account balance and its already in 4 digits its soo hard on us.. thats when i realise the stare i used to get from my mom when i used to come home after  shopping during college now i understand the value of money which you wanted me to learn long back..i finally learn it after few months of empty wallets by the end of the months,.. now i value saving and money..but still an expensive phone and a branded handbag wouldnt hurt...its ok to have empty wallets for those....hmmm....i just wrote this now because i just checked my account balance and price of the phone and handbag i wanted to buy!!!!!!just wondering what a life?????

Faith ....

Have you ever wondered what it feels like to have absolute abandon? Have you ever been in a place in your relationship with Christ where you feel so completely out of control of everything, yet so at peace? I long for that, I long for the relationship with Him that causes me to completely release my grip on my life. I long for the realness of just crawling in His lap and laying my head on His shoulder like a child does.

Complete and utter trust.

Christ is not a lofty God sitting way up there, looking at us way down here. He isn’t waiting for us to sing a hymn and light a candle. He doesn’t care about our rituals, He isn’t impressed with them.

He created us for the relationship. He created us for His joy. He created us to worship Him.

He created us to be REAL.

Sunday mornings are meaningless to Him if they are lathered up in shiny offerings of pride. He wants us to cry with Him. He wants us to share our darkest and most hurtful moments with Him. He wants us to understand that our relationship with him was meant to be intimate, emotional, honest.

He longs for those moments with Him..

these lines that i read online a few days ago..really holds strong value in me still today..i believe in every word above..

Good Morning...

Good Morning everyone....well almost good afternoon.. but these are my mornings...i love the person who invented maggi ....its so handy and heavenly for working women like me...and for those moms like mom who find making their kid eat a big challenge.. this wormy delight in any form is good to eat.. so im just writing this post eating my breakfast maggi...

when talking about mornings and breakfast i just remember those wonderful breakfasts my mom makes, and how i long to have them now and how stupid i was to never eat it when she use to literally run behind me to get that food into my you are special and i love you....
well let me complete this heavenly food...and do some of my morning chores and then resume back to my writing...have a great day ahead guys...

Monday, 16 April 2012

what do you call it when you love speaking to a person for hours together without even a purpose???
hardly do i  know this person, thers no reason behind these talks, but we talk .. talk ...
i dnt understand why do i tolerate all his mistakes and all those irritating behaviours of his??

but somewhere it doesnt make me feel like im tolerating..thats the muse of it...its not tht you cant go through with
the day witout this person..but somewer you get the feeling as though the day was not that great without that call...why do i even get jealous when i hear this person was speaking with a gal or why do i think why is his damned phone busy..wake up to his text and go to bed with his is that i just can love to speak wit him for the things he says????

i wouldnt term it love yet.. coz i have been there and knows how it feels.. how strange can this be.. i know not that strange...thats my bloody just had my dinner.. was writing this post.. when his call came and how stupid i was to tell him what i was writing and giving him an oppurtunity to ask so what is your conclusion?? and all i had to say was.. well not say.. smile sheepishly ...hmmm.. life is so cofusing but sometimes it is so convincing as well.. we all dont get prince charming.. but we do get a prince of our hearts who can charm us ...
i dont know why am i talking about prince charming now.. anyways.. im just like this.. a gal of many words..actually not always..
i must stop getting excited right now...go and try getting some sleep..and speak with him..and sleep with his good night.. i jus love him when he calls me a now let me go and get some sleep..


Monsoon is by far a bartender at the counter who is an expert in the making of his own cocktail of emotions,with a hint of magic by a fairy..isn't it..monsoons can make us all have different emotions..some laugh, cry,love,hate,etc...but sure we have some feeling to relate to it..
Rain has always been something i loved,adored and eagerly waited for since my childhood.rain which is an magic of nature has a fairy along with it ..she makes the magic work..she spreads smiles on few faces,frowns on few few faces, tear drop rolling down few faces..she spreads the emotions with her magic of monsoon..she makes sure every soul eagerly wait for her in one way or the other..she enjoys the play of emotions on our faces ...
she does make sure that she brings every emotions in this world to action during her visit.I really would love to be in her shoes to learn how she does this magic wonder with emotions..the sight of her coming at night is soo lovely .. she looks really amazing with the pitch darkness of night except for the moon light ,she twinkles and shines and falls as a diamond drop spreading smiles all over the ground in the form of ripples ..such a a child i have read fairy tales describing fairies to be beautiful but as a grown up i realized how beautiful they can be,in the presence of this monsoon fairy...
In her presence i have always had memories worth cherishing and worth forgetting..i have laughed and played with paper boats made by my father and i have cried after a emotional fight with loved ones out in her presence..she sure is an ecstasy in its purest form..nothing can be compared to the feeling of making up after a fight with ur loved ones in her presence it gets much more warmer and closer to the heart.. And the nights sleep when she is around, it's all the more cozy and cuddled up and comforting as a mother's lap..different people different emotions but same feeling and reason.. its her ..her presence that makes us relate to different emotions..does'n she..oh yeah..she is master at it..
I'm no big writer to write about her beauty or bountifulness..but i could'n stop myself from writing this blog as i sit near the window seeing her smile and hum the best melodies of all time.. her presence is just a feel which could only be expressed by experiencing it rather than trying to pen it down..
I always love u my only known fairy..i eagerly wait ur coming forever and ever.
will miss i take off on this flight to Mumbai..

random writing

hi everyone..
Its my first on my sounds great just a gal trying to write..
trying to sound like an adult.. but still trying..basically i want to write on randomly everything.. ideally i want to become a novelist which i cant because every 30 minutes i have a different story line running in my mind.. so as far as what to expect in this blog..random nothings, food, reviews, girly musings..welcome you all to my life , bcoz i have decided on writing everything and anything here.. oops not anything..